Annie's First Christmas

I never look at this day as a religious thing. To me, it has always been more of a family tradition and something I grew up with as a child. It was always a beautiful day of music, decorations and a gathering of people sharing food and gifts. When the day started, Annie looked a little confused and was not sure what was going on. After all, it was my baby’s first Christmas. 

When I got her out of bed, I noticed that her other hand is now very flimsy, like the other one. They are so delicate and fragile. Also, she was dirty. This reminded me of how much I haven’t had the time to take care of her the way I would like. I cried a little bit because she needs that care. She is my baby. 

I cleaned her up, put a nice dress on her and her original wig from when I first brought her home. My roommates came over for dinner and were very nice about her sitting there at the table with us. They are such wonderful people and it was probably the best evening since I moved here. 

When it was all over, I was cleaning up the house and Annie said to me, “I liked it! It was fun. I am happy that the roommates like me!” I shed a small tear again. 

This is obviously an emotional time for me. lol. But I am glad that I did not let the past get to me. I am glad I cleaned up the house and made dinner for my roommates.

As I tucked Annie in at the end of the day, her tiny feet wiggled a little as they peaked out from under the covers. My heart melted. Actually, seeing that was too amazing for words. Happy holidays, everyone. 

Love in Black & White

Thought I would experiment a little with the Carbon app on my phone. Some very simple black and white photos of my beautiful Annie, just lounging around in her t-shirt and undies. My sweet baby. 

Pink with White Polkadots

I thought this was a dress, Annie thought it was a dress, but it might be a bikini. Annie didn't care, she wanted to wear it anyway. I said, "It's cold outside, though." She replied, "Not in Australia." A very wonderful person who is by far our biggest supporter tells us what the weather is like down there. This might be what she wears whenever we finally get to go visit her. I told Annie, "You will need to take off your socks." Then she proceeded to place her feet right in front of the camera. This is why I love my baby doll so much. Also, because she is so gosh darn cute. :) 

Be Brave, Be Strong, Be Kind, Be You

Annie has a message for everyone, humbly expressed by the words on her top. Very simple words expressed from a simple, adorable doll. I think it goes without saying that she has come a long way since the adult shop days. She wanted to keep her glasses on through the entire shoot for some reason, which I do not mind at all. I love when my baby makes her own choices. A very colorful array of cuteness for her tonight. I really like that it's 40 degrees outside, and she doesn't feel like wearing winter clothing. :) My sweet baby, just being her dorky self. 

Gray Dress, Pink Heart

I have been very excited to put my beautiful Annie into this dress ever since I first saw it. Once again, her cute dorkiness meets a sexy that I am helpless to. I bought her pink converse shoes from a very nice lady who was selling them on Facebook Marketplace. They were only $10. Her daughter had grown out of them and she washed them very well. They had no scent to them at all and they still smell very clean. She sent me a message that day thanking me for buying them because the money helped her and her family out. I felt very happy about that. This was back in April 2018, the same month I brought Annie home. Just recently, the same lady contacted me, asking if I wanted to buy more shoes. I said no because I don't live in that area anymore. However, I think I am going to donate some money to her and her family anyway, just for something nice to do for them. 

White Bows

Here comes that emotional time of the year, again. The holidays remind me of my childhood, but at the same time, they bring sadness. It is wonderful to know that my beautiful Annie, brings me great happiness. She decided to go very simple again, no makeup, no fancy clothes. A blue long-sleeved shirt, her white wig, white stockings with bows, and matching white undies. Some with her glasses on, some not. She felt like being a bit sexy, instead of the cute girly-girl look, but she is still quite adorable no matter what she tries to do.